Post 13 Who Am I?

When I heard that Poirot confronted the murderer of Roger today I was excited. I was ecstatic! Then I was told that it was James that killed him and my heart dropped. I couldn't believe it. Not only did he kill Roger, but he blackmailed Mrs.Ferrars too! Why didn't I see it? I noticed that he was making far too much money for someone that barely had clients, but I didn't think anything of it. I don't know why I didn't, because usually I catch everything and I'm right. Well, today Roger killed himself. I found his body in the bedroom around noon and saw a bottle of Veronal clutched in his hand. I nearly had a heart attack. I mean first I find out that he was the one that killed Roger and was the one blackmailing Mrs.Russell and now this. I don't think I can handle anything else. I also found a book that Roger wrote hidden under his bead while I was tidying up. I wonder what it says. I will start reading it today. Maybe I will and maybe I won't. I don't think I want to know what it says. I don't know if I can handle it.

Post 11 A Tough Cookie

I think that Matt is the one that's tough, because even though he is betrayed by El Patron he still cares about him. When he finds out that El Patron is in the hospital and wants Matt for his heart he asks Maria, "How's El Patron?" When Maria asks him why he cares and should be praying, "...that he dies", Matt responds by saying, "I can't." and, "No matter how treacherous El Patron had been, Matt love the old man. No was closer to him in the whole world." Even though the person Matt loves the most betrays him he doesn't even think about turning his back against him, instead he asks if he's okay. I think that Matt is really tough to beablr to still care about someone when they betray him.